And told me via text message with a picture of a digital test. I'm not quite sure how to process this right now. I know I should be happy, but I'm just not. Not yet anyway. I guess I didn't want to share the baby thing just yet.
I know this is horribly selfish, and I don't feel angry. I just don't really feel anything.
Edited to add: I think she's going to be due right around their first birthday. This is just the icing on the cake.
I'm off to try to stop being a big brat right now.
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I'm so sorry, Dawn. I would feel the same way. I feel like I will never be "okay" with how easily motherhood happens for everyone else - even after we are blessed with a baby.
ReplyDelete(((hugs))) to you.
Don't feel like a brat. All of us feel this way now and then, especially for those who don't work like we did to get there {{{HUGS}}}
ReplyDeleteYou aren't being a big brat. Really, really you aren't.
ReplyDeleteI know that's got to be tough. (((hugs)))
ReplyDeleteugh, I'm bothered FOR you! You are not being a brat all! It's interesting to me she texted you....perhaps she was afraid to call you?
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