I have a confession. Since I started ttc I have packed on 30 pounds. Ugh. I'm hoping that by writing this down that I will somehow be inspired to lose some of this weight before I get my magical bfp. After new year, I'm starting a little weight loss competition with my in-laws and I'm hoping it will do the trick. I've gained the baby weight, but don't have the baby! My biggest fear is that I'll have to lose 60 or more pounds if I get pregnant now, but at the same time, I don't want to give up ttc to lose the weight. And I know that losing weight only improves our chances, and I really hate looking at my closet full of clothes that are too tight especially when I start a new job on January 4 and I really would like to look cute and stylish.
I've succeeded before with ww online, and I'm hoping it will help again!
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I wrote a very similar blog recently. I have unfortunately packed on right about 40 extra pounds over the last 6 years after I got married. I actually fear that is a major factor in why I am still infertile. I have done WW in the past too, and I probably need to bite the bullet and join again. I'm pushing to lose 20 pounds and see how things go. At that range I'll be a lot happier, and then I can see if I can lose an additional 20 by next year this time, and I'll be thin again like I was in my mid 20s :) So if you need a fellow TTCer and weight loss buddy I'm here!
ReplyDeleteMe too! I can completely relate and feel the same way...it's tough to want to lose weight if I would happen to get pg again. I really lack the motivation that I need. Perhaps we can keep each other motivated!
ReplyDeleteI love the idea of keeping each other motivated. I just put on my winter coat from last year and it is way too tight. Ugh. I can't believe how much I've gained. I just want my old clothes to fit and to feel better about myself.
ReplyDeleteHI Dawn,
ReplyDeleteJust found your blog an I can relate in so many ways. I've always been heavy, but this 30 pounds since April has killed my spirit. Here's to better health in the NY and babies for us all.
I am in the exact same boat, Dawn! I have gained 30 lbs since September 2008. And I'm only 5'1" so it's VERY noticeable. Unfortunately, TTC has been a crazy ride and I self-medicate with food. Hopefully 2010 will be a better year for all of us.
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